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But I keep climbing and hoping things would change, and the sky turns gray, and the water from the rain washes progress away
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"But I keep climbing and hoping things would change, and the sky turns gray, and the water from the rain washes progress away." I lost my way, you said you'd stay. Like a born selfish baby, you left me helpless. But now I won't see you, and you won't see me. It's over & I'm sober. It will never get right, it's time to move on & get you out of my sight. It used to be worth the weight of gold, now the stocks are out & down. A storm came by, and hit us. Turned us down, drowned by rivers of lies. Oceans of tears were cried & dried. Sorries wouldn't do it. It's been long, and it's fucked up how it ended this way. This was way less than what I deserve. You totally dissed me, and you're the one who's pissed. You said you're full of it, arguments & bullshit. You let the bad take away all the good. Your words, explanations sounded so wrong like a piano out of tune. It could've worked, but you didn't find the need to. You pushed me away, as if you were moving mountains. You played smart, like a college professor. My heart was obliterated, and no one can travel through. It will never be the same. Just like an island, in the middle of the sea. I'm like standing in the gas, and you were the flame. You didn't even have the nerve to say you're sorry. You won all the rounds in every fight. It was your way, I decided not to get in your way. But I did, I thought of myself for once, and I did. It broke everything. I realized I've been living a lie, and nothing was ever true. You looked at us, but you only see YOU. You looked at only one, never would have you seen two. We don't need to talk anymore, I have nothing left to say. You got what you want. We went our separate ways, you left me with nothing, but ALL the pain. It must be a slow death I traveled on. It felt so wrong, I barely held on. I'm up on the regrets I saved for you, I'm down on love. No matter what it takes, I gotta get everything fit together again. Let's forget. It's like moving mountains.Labels: Let's forget, Moving Mountains, Selfish
