Life is like a merry-go-round. Sometimes you're soaring high, sometimes, you're down low. I just love that feeling when you're up there.. Though that time is just for seconds, you get that strong and soothing feeling. I love being above everyone else. Not in a selfish, nor conceited way. Don't get me wrong.That feeling. It's almost like you can touch the sky. It just feels like it's been forever a part of you. I like merry-go-rounds. It's like the infinite cycle of life. As it ends, life seems to cross with death. Everyone will die someday, it's just a matter of time, on who goes first, who lives longer. Colorful lights surround you. It's almost surreal. Everything around you is bright, sanguine, happy. You hear many people laughing. Laughs are the best part of life. Well, one of the bests. Though it comes in a whole package, there's the laughing, the crying, the mourning, the EVERYTHING ! This is just way beyond cool. Remember when you were little, you ride the carousel, and your mommy or daddy waits for you outside the ride, and every time you pass them , you wave at them, you say hi to them , you smile. I like being a KID <3 I wish I was younger, like 5. So I won't feel the same way I feel right now. There's too many problems. Which one's first up to be solved? I'm tired. My life is like full of beatings. It just hits me right there. It's really different. Sometimes I just wanna know the right steps, if ever I'm taking the wrong one. Which one's to success? to happiness? to relief? It just feels like I never take the right ones. Even if I think about it, I just don't. Sometimes things have to fall apart, to make you realize just how much you need them to fall back together. I just have to take the happy with the sad, go through the bad to appreciate the good, lose some to gain some. Life's all about making mistakes, not making something out of mistakes. Loving , Losing , Loving , Learning. Throw it up to the sky, leave everything behind. For once, breathe, relax, and think things through cause those that are willing to stay WILL stay, no matter what, and those who leave WILL leave because they NEVER want to be with you again. There's no "D" in love, there's no LOVED. Love doesn't have a past tense. If you stop loving someone, then you truly never loveD them in the first place. Who cares about those who left ? It's their choice to have left, to have left you. You might have pushed them to do so, but it's really their FINAL choice. Regardless of what the past is. They're not worth it.
