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Your true colors are shining through
5:56 PM
This is my 2nd blog. Blehhh(= I just feel like I wanna have a 2nd one. HMMPH.
Somehow, she thought everything was gonna be alright, but it turned out that everything weren't the first place. She never thought of this happening. The things she says are the underlying truth of her lies. At times she asks, "What did I do wrong?" , "Was being honest something I shouldn't have done?". She saw it coming already.. You know when things just doesn't go right.. Yeahhh. that situation. She said everything she did just to cover up the times she did have anyone beside her to tell it to. She realized that time, explanations, nor words can't fix it, until one day, she just gave up. She tried & tried, and at the end, she ends up the one getting hurt too. The one who can't do anything, but pour out the thoughts & feelings she's carrying inside. She can't help, but feel really bad, guilty, and sorry for the people whom she hurted from her mistakes and wrong actions. She, though, has a strong pride that overcomes all the things, words & acts that are being thrown to her, despite the consequences she may receive. She knew her selfishness would lead to a break up of something that's really important to her. Clarification, she'd rather let them know the truth, than hide the truth that's sooner or later, going to explode. What she's done might've ruined a great partnership, but she knew, it was better that it happened, rather not, because someday, your heart & mind just can't accept to bear the truth anymore.
I have no intentions in this blog. I'm okay with you guys' comments or opinions. I will not get affected by them anymore, cause I'm used to it. I don't need anymore. I'm not trying to make up things, drama, or bullshiet. Hate it, don't read this then.
