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After all this time?
11:56 PM
In life, we need to give up things, to be able to hold on to things that are important. Trying was never enough. If by trying, you mean to still continue doing the things you do, then you're NOT trying. Keep your promises.. Nobody's perfect in the world, and I know that by heart. We're not asking for you to give us your time & attention, but to at least share with us, and don't even mention it. TRUST is such a big word, that I can't afford to give & lose anymore. Nothing's wrong. Everything seems to be loose now. I don't have to be careful on my words, or actions anymore, for other people's sakes. Things can't be perfect all the time, in reality, life comes with so many imperfections and these imperfections make life more interesting, more exciting, we shouldn't live life knowing that we're always scared to take a step, that it may not be the right one, you have to take the risk, and if our steps are not right, we discover new things, we meet new people and soon we'll realize that we can do greater things than the things from our past that we thought we can only accomplish. What is the right thing to do? To change because of a friendship, or to let friendship change you? A good, memorable, true friendship / love is never regretful, and even if it fails to last, true friendship / love should only make you a better person, a stronger person, and in love, real strength will let you know when to give up the fight and finally let go. We can go searching for the things we truly want, the person whom we will completely give our whole self to forever, we may either succeed or fail, should we to look for the right thing, person for us? Many things will come and go, whether we think it's the right time or not.. There really is no one in the world who can tell us what's in our mind & heart, but ourselves, who can show us what we really want. You shouldn't label someone you thought you knew really well because of how on earth long years you've known each other.. Those years will only not show you who that person really is. So, once you make a mistake, something goes wrong between you two, whether you like it or not, it'll be stucked with you forever.. It may go away sooner or later, but the memory is there. You know, the other person/people know/s it happened. There is no stopping in the future. LIFE comes in full circle. But if everything will soon collapse, I want everything to end where it all started. To remind me of the things that happened.. the things that made up that circle of life.. I never want it to end.. Time will change us, and in the end of time, we will realize that our life was once the best one. Is this confusing? Some parts came out to be.. There may not be a connection with this & that, but if you think deeply, you may understand it. I should've probably broken it up.. but for me, it makes sense.
